.:Beautiful Suicide:.She watches the rainListens to the cars go byShe tries to hide her painHold the tears she needs to cryShe hurts herselfSo you won't be able toShe keeps the guns on the shelfSo she cannot shootShe sits in the cornerHides behind her kneesTrying to keep everything in orderShe begs herself, and silently pleadsThere's no other wayA tear runs from her eye'Today is the day'She says, begining to cryLet's not scrutinizeas if this is grimIn this moment of beautiful suicideSit with her, as her world goes dim
.:please don't leave me:.I told you my fears and all of my dreamsI let you take my hands and love meSomehow I knew it would end with my screamsplease...don't leave me...Your shadow lingers in my thoughtsYour words at the back of my mindI could never fulfill your wantsAfter the first tears I criedI listen to your liesThinking that they are mine aloneA stomach full of butterfliesRealizing your words have a cloneYou've said this beforeNot just to meI know you want herplease...just don't leave meYou move in closerand whisper in my ear'Baby, I'm sorry. It's over...'knowing all i need is you hereI see that smirk across your faceYou're trying to hide your laughterI stand in placeListen to my heart shatterI shake my head, there's no wayHow could you cause so much pain?Now, i think of you everydayStaring out my window at the rainRepeatingplease...don't leave meplease...don't leave meplease...just don't leave meSighing, knowing I still love you....Dying, knowing I can't have you....
NothingI was once your everythingBut now I'm notI'm your nothingbecause now she's who you wantI'm not going to dieI'm not going to leaveI'm going to cryJust because we're not meant to beIt was fate brought us togetherIt was fate that broke us apartOnce we said foreverWe knew we would have a broken heartBut this time It's not mineyou wanted me to cryBut now I see those tears in your eyesYea, i know you miss meDon't you know i miss you too?Except when you talk about sheThat makes me sick of you.
BenHe sits aloneHe's quiet, he's depressedNo one is homeWith death he's obsessedHe grabs a penHe writes his last wordssigned with a smile, I love you all, BenHe dosen't know what to do then